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    Open Letter of Apology From BigRedMan

    I just want to apologize for my actions on this website recently. I was told by my doctor that I have Gastric Cancer.

    Its funny how the human mind reacts to such news. I've always been such a strong minded person, but this set me for a loop. I was suddenly consumed with anger, and I lashed out at everyone, including my family, my friends, and even myself. I became virtually the bull in a china shop.

    I put my fist through the window in my doctor's door. I yelled and cursed at my wife and kids to get away from me. I took a swing at my best friend who tried to settle me down. I drove my forehead into the mirror above our bathroom sink, cutting my head. I got on here, obsessively deleting my photos, profile, and posts, plus lashed out in a thread (fortunately RamWraith deleted it).

    I want to apologize to you here on ClanRam.Com. If any of you saw what I posted before it got deleted, I didn't mean it, and I hope you will forgive my behavior.

    I'm going to kick this disease's ass, I promise you. Oh, and I still plan on attending the Bash 2006 in St. Louis.

    P.S. I hope the surgery doesn't leave a bad scar. I'll never be able to wear my belly dancing outfit again!

    [SIGPIC][/SIGPIC]

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    Re: Open Letter of Apology From BigRedMan

    I'm going to kick this disease's ass, I promise you.
    That's all I needed to hear.
    "Before the gates of excellence the high gods have placed sweat; long is the road thereto and rough and steep at first; but when the heights are reached, then there is ease, though grievously hard in the winning." --- Hesiod

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    Re: Open Letter of Apology From BigRedMan

    Now this sounds like the Red we all know and love. Thanks bud, and like I said we got your back!!

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    Re: Open Letter of Apology From BigRedMan

    Quote Originally Posted by RamWraith
    Now this sounds like the Red we all know and love. Thanks bud, and like I said we got your back!!
    I agree. BigRed we all accept your appology. It had to be very hard to hear that.


    Keep on keepin' on!
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    Re: Open Letter of Apology From BigRedMan

    I pity the disease that tries to get in BRM's way. Godspeed my friend.

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    Re: Open Letter of Apology From BigRedMan

    Quote Originally Posted by RamWraith
    Now this sounds like the Red we all know and love. Thanks bud, and like I said we got your back!!

    I second that!!! I kinda, sorta think that it would take a lot more than some cancer thingee to take you down!!!!

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    Re: Open Letter of Apology From BigRedMan

    were here for you BRM. if you ever need some one to talk to drop me a line. like i said stay strong & keep that great humor you alive

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    Re: Open Letter of Apology From BigRedMan

    Dude, I haven't been on here for a few days, then I log on and see this.

    I don't know what to say...except what do you have to apologize for?

    Just do me a favor...kick the cancer's ass. I doubt if me & Mom can pull off the bash this year, but I am really going to try to make the 2007 bash....and your big red butt better be there!

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    Re: Open Letter of Apology From BigRedMan

    Quote Originally Posted by bigredman
    I just want to apologize for my actions on this website recently. I was told by my doctor that I have Gastric Cancer.

    Its funny how the human mind reacts to such news. I've always been such a strong minded person, but this set me for a loop. I was suddenly consumed with anger, and I lashed out at everyone, including my family, my friends, and even myself. I became virtually the bull in a china shop.

    I put my fist through the window in my doctor's door. I yelled and cursed at my wife and kids to get away from me. I took a swing at my best friend who tried to settle me down. I drove my forehead into the mirror above our bathroom sink, cutting my head. I got on here, obsessively deleting my photos, profile, and posts, plus lashed out in a thread (fortunately RamWraith deleted it).

    I want to apologize to you here on ClanRam.Com. If any of you saw what I posted before it got deleted, I didn't mean it, and I hope you will forgive my behavior.

    I'm going to kick this disease's ass, I promise you. Oh, and I still plan on attending the Bash 2006 in St. Louis.

    P.S. I hope the surgery doesn't leave a bad scar. I'll never be able to wear my belly dancing outfit again!
    Channel your anger into fighting that cancer ish. I plan on meeting your mangy belly-dancing butt at the Bash.
    [SIGPIC][/SIGPIC]

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    Re: Open Letter of Apology From BigRedMan

    BigRedMan, no need to apologize to the clan,we are all keeping you in our thoughts and prayers and looking forward to throwing back a couple of adult beverages at the bash,see you there.

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    Re: Open Letter of Apology From BigRedMan

    Darn it all. I need to spend more time here so that I don't miss the contraversal posts that get deleted.

    Good to see you back running your mouth, or keyboard, BigRedman. :up:
    [SIGPIC][/SIGPIC]

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    Re: Open Letter of Apology From BigRedMan

    No apology needed man. You contribute a lot to this board and remember that we are always here for you. I am just glad to hear that you are in better spirits and ready to win this battle. I hope to meet you in person at the Bash.

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    Re: Open Letter of Apology From BigRedMan

    No apologies necessary big man.

    Let's not rule out the bellydancing either, personally I've always had a thing for walking around hotel bars naked..........

    Kick it's tail!

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    Re: Open Letter of Apology From BigRedMan

    these 3 B's definately should be considered in the "killer" category:

    BRM
    Beer
    Belly Dancing....in that order

    Beer googles are optional.....


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